Hmm, in around 8 hours time, I will be heading to KTAK to interview some people there for MESCORP. I’m happy with my presentation preparation, although it has to be said that my speech stutters a bit from time to time. But my main worry is going to be the interview session. Since it is like getting all the info you want in that slot, I really hope that I get all the things that are required, so that I wouldn’t be regretting about something that I didn’t ask about.
It’s been a lot of stuff to be worried about in the research matters. Although I feel that in the end of the research, I will be ten times better than the current me, I can’t help wondering about the worrying moments that might be encountered from time to time. I have to say that I’m very lucky to have a lot of support from my friends and colleagues. As in whenever I was in doubt, I really have people to ask and clarify; Whenever I needed discussion, opinions and favours from my colleagues, there are always people willing to lend me a helping hand; And when there are times when I want to take my eye off MESCORP, there are people that spends time with me, crapping a lot and made me relax a lot.
A considerable amount of work has been put down for this, THE start of all starts. There was times that I was frustrated and worried about mine and the team’s progress and whether I’ll be able to pull everything together and march through the successful gates together. Constantly trying to create a relaxed but efficient atmosphere among the team, most especially the Research Division. Maybe later on, I wouldn’t be able to pamper them as much, since things will start to come thick and fast. Especially with all the midterms and assignments coming up, I hope everyone can stay tight until the very end.
Argh, the feeling of heavy responsibility is really weird. Maybe I put too much on myself? I don’t think so. I like the way that I live my life with much more urgency, which is not applicable in my whole life thus far(Is it really that bad?) and hopefully, I wouldn’t let myself and my team down, when the time to perform arises. Well, I saw a personal message on one guy’s IM and of course, I would like to modify a bit and hopefully it will be a motto of mine for a few days at least !? Ok, here it goes, “May Ambition Be My Motivation To Live” !! Seems pretty irrelevant right? Well, that’s just me I guess. Totally random.
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